what happen to me and him ??

erghhh i felt so stress when i'm thinking about *him* .. i don't know what's wrong between us since the late... we always arguments even because of the smaller problems became to the biggest problem.. sometimes i felt so sick with this but i just be patience and calm myself because i still love him and i don't want to lose him just like that... he is my precious he is my everything... but sometimes we cannot control himself when he angry to someone because he one of the hot temper persons which is he can scolded anyone including her girlfriends when he out of control.. thats is one of his weakness... i do sometimes i'm scared with him... but he will cool and calm when he saw i'm crying but i will not take his chance just pretends i'm crying infronts of him...i'm crying because i'm scared with him... so i hope he will change his behave even so many times i told him "please syg control yourself when you are in an angry mood"...

p/s: i will always love u syg...no matter what...

i lurf my milkiss !!

tonight i got candy from tuan nur fatihah she gave to me yeyy !!.. the candy is called milkiss... it taste so freshy and milky... first time i ate it i felt like i'm at the cattle farm... ahaks ! its good for your body because it rich with hi-calcium and low fat milk candy... suitable for any levels even kids until adults... so what are you waiting for ?? just go to the store that near with you and find milkiss candy... yey!! haha

p/s : after eat it try to make sounds like this...mOoOoO hahaha

when my passions turn into reds

*please rotate your head ahaks !!

sorry for the inconvenience caused... i try to rotate many times but its still be left like that... so i just want to through out this lappy .. dush !! hahaha .. u know why im showing those thing to u ? actually i want to tell u that i love red so fucking much .. look .. i still try to collect all my things in red colour .. so if u have something in red colour , better don't let me see it or not u will find it at duyung 306 .. agaga .. hastalavista guys .. :)

when children rebel against their parents

do you still remember when the first time you born into this world ?? who endure the pain and gave birth to you ?? who adhan in your ear ?? do you still remember all of that ?? don't you ??

of course your not remember all of that right.. that's why most of us choose to leave their parents in foster homes... i dont know what types of children they are... who dont have feeling guilty with their parents who growth them from baby until they are becoming adults and brainless...

yesterday i go to Rumah Ehsan, Rumah Ehsan is like a foster homes who most of them no heirs to took care of them.. and of course a place where children leave their parents there because they felt hard to take care of senile old man and needed intensive care... its so sad when the first time i saw them, so weak and need a lot of intensive care... and of course they need love too.. a person who loving them and make them happy... most of them are mentally, disabled people and dementia...

dont you remember who wake up at late night to breast-feed you every single night when you crying ?? so why not you repay back what your parents sacrifice and take care of them like they took care of you before.. if they can do it without full of patience so why dont you just emulate like them ??

p/s : paradise lies at the feet of mothers..remember that..

what happen to my carrymark bell 260 ??

omg...what a dumb stupido person i am... i guess * .. i felt wants to cry because my carrymark is so weak better than my friends... it doesnt means that i'm not be grateful, i do thanks to god but i'm still not satisfied with what i've got... but i cant be blame to anyone... maybe this is only results of my efforts... i accept that... i hope i will not repeat bell 260 next sem... enough with other subject who make me crazy when thinking of it... i can't accept anymore... to stress thinking about it...

p/s : do the best red in final bell 260... u can do it ! ! !

Am i deserve to be a daughter-in-law or dud-in-law ??

* do i looks so confident to be daughter in law ??? hahaha

yeeyyy !! first of all its not because i want to marry ok please dont missunderstood, but here i try to judge myself either i'm deserve or not to be daughter in law of mak eton and pak azid... hahah

10 things that i still couldn't change and dont know :

1. i dont know how to cook.. except scrambled eggs ... urm yummy ! ahaks !

2. always wake up late and please3x dont disturb when i'm sleep

3. i'm still behave childish even my age turning to 20

4. lazy to do anything except somebody forcing or nagging to me .. then i will do it ( without sincerly ) ahaks !

5. my bed always untidy

6. i love doing some work last minute time

7. i dont know how to iron men's pants espeacially slacks.. its so complicated.. (only for me) haha

8. when i'm cooks my father always said its delicios even i know its actually salty... haha

9. i love to eat but i hate to wash dishes

10.my hygiene time is periodic ahhaha

so dont you think one day i can manage my household and took care this boy?? even me still not confident with myself.. haha

P/S : poor you got gf like me.... kuakuakua

popcorn time !!

hey guys !! whats up dude ?? i want to share my popcorn time with all of you.. from you wasting the time better do some popcorn time and chills your days... Ahaks ! i love my popcorn time usually when weekend days... so what movies i watch during my popcorn time..so this is it..

*P/S I LOVE YOU

OMG !! first of all dont ask me either this story boring or not... better you watch this movies first and then you judges by yourself... Honestly from deep of my heart this movies is so dramatic touching all of viewers who watch this movies... i cry 5 times from starting the first until the last i guess when i watch this movies... its is freaking sad about a widower who her husband is die because of brain tumor...

The synopsis begin with happier situasions until her husband died and she cannot accept the faith.. and she also cannot give her husband child like her husband really hoping to get a child... after her husband died she became loose control until her moms who try to cheat her by doing something that relate with her husband... she thought every letter with P/S is created by her husband before he died... but it is her mother planning to see her daughter recovered back from her world...

in the nut shell, better you try to make your partner happy before you regret because you can't do or give what your partner wants.. so my suggestion for your popcorn time is you better watch this movie... !!! haha

P/S : i miss somebody who are in melaka.. >3 him

last minute time make me sick... gOSh !

i love the picture of this an owl eyes... probably my eyes now will be like an owl eyes as well... because closer with the final examinations its more challenging with the test, quiz, and tons of assignment that make me annoying and sick... so every night i have to awake until closer with dawn then i can sleep juz for 1 or 2 hour and then prepared to go to the class... its so tired and stressful..only god know my situasions now... but it doesnt matter this is only a little challange for me and that is we call students life...

p/s : does my eyes will be bigger like an owl ugly eyes ??? ewww !!

earth hOur make me scared and realize

first of all ignore me* ahahha because i'm scared in dark situations so either i like it or not this earth hour should be proceeds !!... its is not about to test your physical or your mental scared or whatever but it is about to safe the earth from global warming....

i'm one of the person who like to waste electricity... when i want to leave my room i always just let the fan and light open just like that.. because i don't want to waste my time to switch on the light and fan many times... so my mother always angry to me to switch off the electric... but i always ignore what she said... hahaha

But now i understand why my mother or even television advertisements itself told us not to waste the electricity.. because nowdays, the temperature its so hot and the ice began to melt in north pole and the river began to dry... that's why they make it some initiative to save the world by doing earth hour...

Here is the picture when the earth hour began *

p/s : i love earth hour with my babe >3 *ahaks !

test, quiz, final, blah blah blah

heyyy i feel like everyday is going faster to me... i remember that when i came here on the first registrations day.. but now 6/4/11 i have only 14 days countdown to my final examinations !! i feel so stress and lotsa pressure because it is around the corner and i dont know even i'm prepared or not yet or i'm still dreaming... wake up red !!!

i need to struggle for my final exams because its is my parents hoping to see me success like my other siblings who are now success with their work so same goes to me... i have to prove to them that i can beat them ... yeahhh i lurf my spirit... hahahah

p/s : study until you suffer...

i miss my childhood

hey OMG... i lurf my childhood... you know what everybody loves their childhood isn't it ?? but for me theres no childhood for me now because i'm already become adults no more childish no more teenagers because i'm 20 !! but i still can assume i'm a teenagers yet... haha

when i'm kids i always dreaming that i want to grown ups as soon as possible... why ?? because i can wear a high heels, i can shopping, i can drive to wherever i want and the most important is i maybe have a boyfriends and then just married !! awsome right my kids imaginations... haha

But now when i'm turning to adults i realize that every dreamings that i wishes in my childhood its not happy like i'm thought... being adults you have to be professional and matured you can't be bludgeon in whatever you do... and if your talking couldn't make a sense to people they will underestimate about you... you have to take care all people feelings, you have a lot of responsible, do tons of assigments and the most importants is you cant emosionally just like that because no one will persuade you like your mother did...

That's why i love my childhood... being a children is the most amazing time because no one will angry to you and you sat in a good and safe conditions in your parental control...

p/s : your money is safe.... hahahaha

i hate the dawn in my hostel room

erghhh ! sigh* ... when the dawn almost arrived and the moon is almost nothing... i hate situation in my room... why ?? because it is so noisy with alarm my roommate... its doesnt matter when they heard the alarm and continue to rise... but instead of they prefer to choose to postpone the alarm and slept back until it rang again and again with different sound !! what the fish i guess so.... haha but it doesnt matter...this is we call students life even people who are work they will do the same things...=D

today was my bad day...;(

i was breaking a car accident in which i also do not see... i was very dissapointed and cannot accept the fact... it was not my fault and i should not be blamed... i was very traumatic in this case and would not drive again in the near future... but not forever.... i hate the man who put his car in place should not be, they like causing trouble for others.... when hit by a car, immediately ask for damages, which i think it is not worth to be paid... that one of the behavior people in Malaysia....

when careless control my mind

*dushhh* i felt like a dumb stupid, stupido persons.... why ??? because when careless controlling myself i will do a stupid mistakes that i can't never except even as a smallest germ.... why again ??? ok2x here is the story...

A few days ago i was packing clothes to go back to home... because i want to come home after a week-long Chinese holiday ... after i packed up all my stuff i'm getting ready to go to my sister house, the next day my dad would take me at her home because my bus tickets to back to shah alam are sold out... when in my sister house, i felt like some kind of wrong and there is something still left in my hostel room.... but i do not know what are my stuff are still left... and i just let it be and ignorence....

Until my dad came to pick me at my sister home... with a long journey i still couldn't reach what are still left in my hostel room... and after i arrived at home... i put all of my stuff in my room sweet room and went to bath and ate for dinner blah2x... and the climax is i went into my room to online... suddenly, i just realized that i forgot to bring back my laptop battery charge!!! I am very disappointed and angry because i'm tired bring the laptop to it here and there... but it doesn't worth for me... i can't use my laptop at home...

thanxx god my brother rarely use his laptop so that i can steal his laptop online at my room... hAhA !! and so the moral value is after this i have to write check list what stuff should i bring back to home so that does not happen again to me.... urghhh !!! sucks!!!



*This is my beloved lappy... thanxx god you belong to me if not i'll be throwing you out dushh !!*

1 malaysian 1 transformation

This is one of my task that i have to do that given by our beloved lecture miss umieyra... which is explain a little bit what i understand about 1 malaysian newly launched several months ago by our prime minister YAB Dato’ Sri Mohd Najib Tun Abdul Razak...

Actually i'm not interested in political hAhA... but i will try to explain what i know about 1 malaysian from my perspective....

1 Malaysia or 'One Malaysia' is a personal idea, introduced by Malaysia's sixth Prime Minister, Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak on 2 April 2009... the essence of this idea the notion of one nation regardless of ethnic diversity, sub-ethnic groups and cultures... all parties must together make it happen... Implementation is not done overnight but it is evolutionary....

The main aspect is the mutual respect and to be received between one and another... Malaysia's plural society in Malaysia should be consolidated through 1 Malaysian.... Race relations are consolidated in the long term.... there were no differences between urban, rural and ethnic groups if they have the potential right to receive government assistance than those children who are certainly have the best educational opportunities... the government offers start by providing a level playing field but we as a government unable to guarantee the same... The main principle underlying the unity and oneness 1Malaysia in a large family...

The slogan of 1 Malaysian in 2009 is "People First performance now. " however slogan in 2010 is "1 Malaysia Generating Transformation", the slogans were also the theme of Malaysia's independence celebrations on 52 and 53... Beside that , our prime minister also established 1 malaysia thru central public services for citizens is a clinic that is based on 1 malaysia... prime minister Najib's Budget 2010 includes funding for 50 medical clinics in every state to provide basic medical services for illnesses and injuries such as fever, cough, colds, wounds and cuts, diabetes, and hypertension.... malaysia citizens are charged RM1 for treatment and medication... however for non-citizens are charged RM15...

my besties ever !

Who is she beside me ?? is it she look hot ? yes she are !!... because she is my bestest or easy to say my bestfriends forever (bff)...;)

Her name is nur adibah bt samsury... she from johorean... and her age i guess maybe 18.... younger 1 year than me.... i called her sometimes dibah or abby or dibah debung hAhA.... of course she wanted a glamorous name like her personality too...

How i know her ?? i started friends with her since the first day i went to my first class when i'm studies at uitm dungun in diploma hotel and tourism... i took tourism same like her... so back to line... the first day i met her...basically, were not talked much in the class but were just look at each other and smile... that's a command things we did when we met first time people in our life... after that , were go out for lunch hour... dibah asking me for joined the group which is ate together at cafe... so dibah and i and also the rest go together to the cafe... starting from there, i became close with her....

She is understanding persons and easy to communicate... with her crazy mind and her crazy character same like me, making us more closely day by day.... She always make me laugh and sometimes i make her laugh too... We exchange ideas and emotions together... she know about myself and i know about herself too... so thats why we never arguements at all... We just had a little misunderstanding, but not to the extent serious level... She was always complaining to me if she has a problems with her boyfriend or anything else that causes her anxiety... and i will be people are always going to be heard with due diligence and advising it back if necessary...

so i hope friendship between adibah and i will not be broken up and last longer ... and I hope she will continue to be adibah that I knew 10 years later.. love u dibah ...;)

here is some of pitcha me and adibah =D

just the right time.....

Don't call me that woman,

If u don't know that i'm still that little girl.

Don't call me the materials,

When u don't know that i own everything.

Don't call me the ' miss whateva',

If u never read anything about me yet.

Don't try to correct me,

When u don't even know what u just did.

Don't try to buy me,

If u can't even pay for your own bills.

Don't call me bitch,

If u don't know that i am the real slut!

So DON'T! until the right time is here..!

who she ??

hollah ! red comeback again... with her messy hair and smilling face ..;) .. (u cant see me ;P ) ahaks !
but who is red ?? isnt she famous ?? isnt she is one of the hottest girl ?? or she just a farmer's daughter who behave like she well known ?? haha...

ok yaya... red's just joking.... blah2x.... ok back to the line , actually i just want to brief a little bit about me, myself, and i.... so starting with my name is raiha bt bukhari... i'm miss 19 turning to 20 this year... stil younger... but my friends always said i'm a menopous girl because i'm already in the mid of 20s age... haha

Urm i was born at kota bharu kelantan... but i lived at subang jaya selangor... because of my parents work factors... but i will remove to my hometown back after both of them retirement from their work... its too hard being in two different culture espeacially in dialect... poeple know, kelantan have a hard dialect to understand... but sometimes the word sounds not in minor... ( you can think by your own ) haha... different when i'm moving to selangor... i have to speaks in a proper language which is capital of my language....but i am very happy to see the behavior of these two cultures....

And yess ! i was very spoiled and i was also very strict in things that i do.... but i spoiled because of i'm a younger sister from 4 siblings...not because of i'm pretending or just for attraction or easy to say *loser*.... i'm easy to nice with people actually , because i love to smile at everyone i met.. the things people always got negative impression about me because i'm a dim persons.. if i didnt wearing specks so i do not see clearly who smile at me from far... so they think i'm a arrogant...*sigh*

ouchh...i think until here only... because i know people easy to bored with a long discription.. ahaks !.. so thats a little bit brief about myself... c ya !

bAcK 2 dA rEaL liFe BlOgGer... b A JoUrnAliSt BaCk..;)

*sigh* huhu yah like kinda shock...dun noe what 2 written...its sumting spinning in my head what should i writing??... like wants to ask everyone plisss give me an ideas....help3...=D

ok i've got an ideas hahah.... its really been awhile for me not to write anything since i have my first blogger which is more describe about my life... So this is my second blogger which is request from our beloved miss mya umiera... She said this blogger is just for educations so no need to mixing with my private life... and i also kinda bz with lotsa stuff... my bf... and my life so miserable... ahaks !

why writing and why on blogger?? i dont have a answer of that questions, maybe its just for fun.... and also maybe i can release my tension here after thousands of problem i've been thru... i like to talk a lots, so sometimes i think my talking could make sense for others, so from i wasted d ideas just like that why not i write it on blogger right??.... so better i put it here...so i can share with people...

so for the first time my comeback, nothing much can write yet coz i'm still wif my messy lyfe... but now its getting to normal life back so i hope after diz my life will smoothly and nothing problems will searching for me anymore.....heheh...

ok la i have to go.... so for the writting after this...hope u guys have a great time reading my thought ok....c u later muashhhh...=D